Tuesday, November 16, 2004
confirm moving back to diary-x liaoo. easier to use lorhs. yeps. so pls pls pls relink if u havent done so. =) and i'm lazy to move all the entries there. haha. next time when i'm really damn free bahs. meanwhile, pray hard that blogger wont delete my blog with all those precious memories of mine. hehs.

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the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 8:55 PM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004
blogging here cos the library com dont allow me to access diary-x. bleh. haha.

sunday morning went to church. after that went home. ponned tuition for aunt's house warming. [actually it's becos of the food. HAHA.] her house downgrade from condo to hdb executive. but she still have her condo. rent out. but her hdb flat is bigger. haha. veh nice. then me and my mum and a few other aunts went shopping at IMM giant. saw this tankini which is super nice. but mum didnt want to buy for me. cos she not enough money. haha. lame. but so sad lorh. cos it was really really very nice. sigh. after that went back to her house. ate abit more. then went home lerh. at home we pumped the basketball. then at night i fought with my bro cos he went to throw my badminton racket on the floor. such an idiot. humf. after that cried and went to sleep.

monday morning woke up at 7.20am. bathed then got ready to go to white sands to meet jingfang and lynette to go to ACS(I). jingfang's dad sent us there. ate carrot cake for breakfast before that. shared with lynette. after that went to ACS(I). adeline's taxi stopped infront of us. lols. so funny. then blocked our way in to ACS(I). haha. then jingfang and lynette kept laughing and saying they saw the national flag. i was thinking are they talking about boxun. but his short's weren't white. haha. but they were talking about him la. lols. after that we registered. then took our gift which is a water bottle which is very nice onex. then sang hymns and had briefing lorh. oh yea. leonard was there. so long never see him lerh. hahax. but dont like him anymore la. hehs. after that we were deciding what to do first. then couldnt decide. in the end, we went to the badminton court there lorh. the indoor one. then there also got basketball nets. so we played basketball there. just shoot la. after awhile we shoot until sian liao. so me and lynette went to get my netball. then we go play captain ball. whee. fun fun. i was captain for my team. wah lau. they very funny one lorh. keep throwing the ball to me. so high onex. jump already also cannot catch. haha. at first only got me, zi hui, jamie, lynette [all these my team], lilian, sheery, faith, helena [lilian's team] playing. then we didnt use chair. so like very unfair. cos lilian [or was it sheery? cant rmb.] kept moving about her position and when the ball was on the floor, she just go snatch and took it and was considered in. haha. so funny onex. then in the end we used chair. then sis min sze came in and joined lilian's group as captain. then sis hui sze came in and joined my group. she throw the ball to me always too high one. haha. then after awhile, the people who were playing basketball at the outdoor court came in. then shina joined my group. she throw the ball always throw long distance one. lucky i very good at catching long distance balls. haha. then this uncle came and joined my team. he also very funny one. throw the ball will always throw until so much strength. even though he's so old lerh. haha. he very scary onex. then jingfang's dad joined in lilian's team. he also very scary. everytime he defend the ball, i very scared one. cos the chair will move de. haha. then that uncle very scary. got once he go throw the ball until so high and so damn fast lorh. i dont even dare to attempt to catch it. i just ducked and squatted on the chair with my hands over my head. cos i scared the ball hit my head. haha. that was so funny lorh. lols. after awhile, we went to eat. then i saw his dad. and i thought he was here. lucky he wasnt. hahax. very scary manx. then we ate. after that, i was bouncing my netball around until my dad scolded me. haha. then i wanted to go play the grand piano cos i dont think i've ever played on a grand piano before. haha. but too bad there already got someone. sigh. then he played hymns. his dad was there. then he so scary onex. cos of his eye expression. chao scary. freaked me out. eeks. haha. like the other time during baptism. both his parents. eeeeee. freaked me out manx. they like plotting to kill me lidat. hahaha. but i heck care him la. just continue dribbling with one hand. haha. after that jingfang's dad brought me and lynette to bugis. we took neos. very nice! (: then we went to white sand's arcade. so fun. haha. after that walked home. walked till under her block. then she went up to get scissors to cut the neos. actually we wanted to blade. but her mum didnt allow her. ): so sad. then we just did some netball practises lorh. haha. chest pass and bounce pass and over the shoulder pass. or something lidat la. then i walked home while dribbling the ball with one hand. as in bounce and catch with one hand. all the way home. then my hands were so dirty. haha. after that slept. then woke up at six. slacked for 4 minutes then went to on the tv. cos i thought ndp only start at 6.30pm. but it started at 6. so yea. lucky i only missed 4 minutes of it. hahax. anyway. this year's one is considerably more interesting then the prev year ones. i wished i was there. sigh. haha. anyway. i saw alison and charlotte! hahax. so cool. and JJ is so damn cute pls. (: i am so gonna get tickets for next year's ndp! i want it and i'm gonna get it. i dont care. humf. hehe. it rawked so much but the fireworks werent that nice. i rmb during 2001's ndp, they got this firework that when exploded in the air, it turned into a smiley face. and it was so damn nice. and the golden showers too! those rawked manx. hmmm. or maybe the smiley face fireworks is i imagine myself one? hahaha. derno. xp after that went to sleep lerh lorh. haha.

today morning woke up cos it was too cold. brr. haha. then played piano and watched tv. slack around mostly. then i broke my specs! so sickening. haha. then came to white sands to meet samantha. saw ruth. i mean ruth saw me. i couldnt see her. haha. but when she was up close, then can see la. then we went to white sands. talked about stringe. then she pei wo wait for samantha. then she came. and i very bad cos i abandonned her. lols. after that went to specs shop and asked about contact lense. till now, still deciding whether i wanna wear. actually i want. but must ask mum first. haha. then went to arcade to play. after that came to library lorh. nothing much. sigh. haha.

i think i gtg lerh. bubbuaix..! (:

_i'm in love with love

_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_


the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 5:37 PM

Saturday, August 07, 2004
moving back to diary-x i think.. hmmmm. not sure though. i'll only officially move back after i copy and paste all the entries in here to there. haha. but from now on, i think i'll update more there. maybe becos i can password protect the diary and the entry. yea. i derno. haha. i'm just starting to like diary-x again. lols. (:

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the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 9:37 PM

Tuesday, August 03, 2004
just did finish my lit ca. and now i'm practising my piano. this is so stupid. i'm so nervous for tmr's piano exam. i'm so afraid that i'll screw up. i better not manx. urghx.

-back to practising the piano-

-back from practising the piano-

oww. my hands hurt. their so tired already. i dont think i can practise anymore. sighsigh.

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the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 10:38 PM

ytd had stringe auds. scary manx. i freaked out. bleh. i hope i get in though i dont wanna get in. cos i wanna go for syf. see how it's like. lols. anyway. the sight reading was so damn difficult. dont even know what i was playing. sighsigh. it's stupid kaex. bleh. then last night i was doing my lit ca. and suddenly, the mouse no battery and the whole com hanged. and i didnt save it! so shitty manx. then i wanted to retrieve it. but mouse no batt so cannot. haix. then just now i tried to retrieve it. then derno why cannot! shit manx. they say cannot open. what's wrong with it?? now i have to do all over again. shittified. bleh.

i woke up at 4am this morning thinking it was 6am. so stupid. and last night i slept at 12.30am. which meant i slept for very little time only. sighh. then went to school. announcements were long today. then first period was maths. did graphs again for tmr's exam. then had pe. had retest for people who failed and for people who wanna run again. didnt run cos no mood. too tired. then i cheered hannah for her last round. she passed by 4secs. lols. but last week's one was still better. hmmmm. and phoebe also! wah lau. she chao fast lorh. but still slower than last week. then practised 5 items for tmr. i think i'm gonna fail all. sigh. hmmm. then had chinese. me and cheryl did some bad stuffs in the com lab. hehs. shant say. inside secret!! (: then recess. after that went to look for mrs lim to tell her i cant hand in my lit today. haix. minus 2 marks. so blardy. =X then went back to class. was eating fries in class. haha. val said i look like i was eating my shirt. lols. oh yea! i helped cheryl "pierce" her second ear hole. haha. then after that was history. did some stupid thingie. dont even know what we did. haha. then lit. after lit was dismissal. dhuha told us about the act thingie. so funny onex. i'm a talking robot. then in the end of the act, we have to do the banana dance, then i have to do it in a robot way. lols. cute manx. XD after that went parkway with cheryl. ate laksa. then bought earrings and nail polish. now i owe her $32++. haha. then went back to school for string. almost fell asleep during prac today. after that went home. fought with my younger bro for com. felt bad. but i needed to do lit. then he dowan lemme use. so yea. i fought with him. i screamed and shouted at him until my throat hurts. it still hurts now. sigh.

yummy wummy. eatting dinner now. hungryyyyyyy. (:

_i'm in love with love

_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_


the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 5:47 PM

Monday, August 02, 2004
woke up in the morning kinda early. earlier than usual la. then it was raining. went to school. then had compre test. kinda ok i guess. then maths. did graphs. then chinese. siaooooo teacher scolded me for kicking val's table. yea right. i didnt even kick her table. i just put my shoe on the leg of her table. so sickening onex. urghx. then whatever lorh. haha. then stayed in class and did class decor. the face of my angel is blushing. so cute onex. lols. then i was asking why. i said i dont even blush often. then they said one name and i blushed like siao. haha. =X so lameee lorh. then people ate my food. humf. haha. after that had mep. went through test paper. i got 41.5/50. hmmm. not bad la. haha. then had music. went through what will come out in the test. then watched and sang the ndp songs. nice nice. (: i love the fun dance. hehs. but i dont rmb how to do it. lols. hmmm. then now we practising violin in class cos later got auditions for string performing team. haix. i dowan go performing team. i wanna be in violin one still. sighsighsigh. ):

there's something wrong with the stupid radio. kept playing and stopping and playing and stopping. urghx. so irritating onex. bleh.

_i'm in love with love

_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_


the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 3:18 PM

Sunday, August 01, 2004
woke up at 8.30am today. bathed then left house at 8.45am to go meet jingfang at pasir ris mrt station. kelvin kept daoing me. wonder what's wrong with him. lols. during the train ride had loads of flash backs again. felt really upset. sigh. then went for meeting. i think he didnt come. nvm. i dont really care. =D [yea right. sigh.] after that went to eat. jingfang's parents really very funny onex. haha. esp her dad lorh. haha. very funny. after that went to bedok. jingfang's senior, jacintha, got off there. then her parents went to buy some stuff. so me and jingfang and kelvin stayed in the car and crapped about stuffs. haha. then we were talking about the brothers in church. whether they're cute or handsome. lols. very funny. haha. then that tupid kelving went to blast the music. haha. so loud lorh. siaoooo guy. but he's cute la. lols. and he's only p6! i thought he sec 1 liao. haha. he very crappy also one lorh. so siao. haha. after that they sent me home. went home and took my stuffs and went for tuition. met weeling at kembangan. then cheryl came. then met samantha in the tuition centre. hmmm. it's not cold there lorh. derno why they say it's cold. lols. then cheryl kept making alot of sound effects. haha. make us laugh until buay tahan one. then after that went to 7-11. no mash potatoes! hahaha. then bought stuffs to eat. yumyum. then took mrt home. bought a pair of earrings at white sands. then bought sushi. yummy. then walked slowly home. singing to myself again. hehe. then went home. listened to music for awhile then i came and use the com..

i'm missing him like crazy.

loving you for eternity.

_i'm in love with love

_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_


the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 7:03 PM

Saturday, July 31, 2004
ok. this is so damn shitified. i did one whole entry and poof. the thing just disappeared just like that. urghx. freaking irritating manx.

today morning woke up at 9am. bathed then went to cheryl's house to practise violin. ate lunch at her house. the went to gecl to do cip. then at tampines bus interchange, this very tall indian guy came and ask us for donations. and being the nice me, i couldnt bear to say no. so i donated twice becos he kept bugging us. then i wanted to box him. becos he said "donate for your boyfren also la!" freak kaex. made me sad only. urghx. then reach gecl at 12.25pm. left at 3.25am. almost lost my wallet at city hall. i put my wallet down beside me then i walked off and i forgot to take my wallet. hahah. then some guy ran up to me, tapped me on my shoulder and returned me my wallet. lucky manx. haha. or else i'll be losing two important things in two days. siao lorh. haha. then met jingfang at church. went for meeting. then seperated into upper and lower groups. after that had love feast. ate loads of pasta. yummy! then was fighting with jingfang for the pasta. lols. then yvonne made a comment about me not eating during conference and eating so much now. then she said becos the eating partner different. lols. true lorh. haha. then after eat finish, read my book. then lilian and sheery and sis alice cuz whom i forget the name though i usually rmb came over and looked at my violin. lols. so cute lorh. haha. then clean up. didnt do anything cept look at lilian wiping the tables. haha. then accompanied her to the dustbin the throw away the trash. the dustbin stinks like hell manx. lols. then went home with jingfang and esther. had loads of flash backs in the mrt. feeling sad. sighh. then there was this group of cute guys. but none of them managed to capture my attention though. all my mind can think of is him. sigh. missing him so so much. then took bus home.

he didnt come for meeting today. i'm so scared he has another gf already. it's only been 3months+ since we broke up. i really derno how he managed to stop loving me so fast. i still love him so much. and it's all my fault we broke up. cos i initiated the break up. i dont even know why i did that cos i loved him so much. from the time i set eyes on him, till now, i've never ever stopped loving him before. the only thing i really regretted is breaking up with him when i love him so much. i'm breaking into pieces now. he doesn't seem to care anymore. oh yea. he hates me now. i'm sure of that. i really miss him so much...

come back wont you? is it so hard to love me again? i really need u in my life. i'm falling apart now..

missing your kisses. missing your hugs. missing your touch. missing your love. missing everything about you..

//yea. everything about you. including your bad points.

_i'm in love with love

_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_


the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 10:32 PM

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