church was ok today. was in my school uniform. my bad girl attire today. no school shoes, no school socks, ripped off belt and no uniform or pe tee. i wore class tee larh..

anyway. i broke my specs today. so poor thing. haha...

went to church today. was at the pau shop and was like asking my bro to get out of the car to go to church then suddenly got someone cycle by and very very fast. and i saw that it was him lorh. bLeH. he so freaky. haha. then later i ran into church to go toilet. urgent mah. haha. then when we were about to go in, he suddenly run out. got a shock kaex. haha. then later i saw him by a window running across the road to shell. so scary. like he just run across lidat. bLeH. later get accident then he know arh. hehe. -touch wood- then sang hymns. sing sing sing. then after that went to extension hall. then i was like walking backwards in. cos i scared got stain. haha. then i feel very funny walking lidat. hehe. after the very very fast meeting in the extension hall, we seperated into our small groups. after the small group meeting, i went for dinner with sis alice and sis min sze. they talked to me about him lorh. i almost cried kaex. after they talked to me, i had headache and fever leh. -sigh- i'm really confused now. i don't know what to think. bLaH. nvm. then we went back to church to wait for my mum. sis alice waited with me larh. then when we walked into church, i suddenly saw him lorh. then i think he quite surprised to see me in the church so late. but i just don't care him larh. walked past him like i don't even know him lorh. -sigh- i feel bad kaex...

i'm thinking. but i don't know what i'm thinking. i wish i'm spared from all this pain. i wish i never knew you in the first place. then i wouldn't have fallen in love with you.....
_i'm in love with love
_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_

the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 9:05 PM

Thursday, March 18, 2004

haiyo. i just realised someone has been hacking into my computer account. urgh. this is toot kaex. somemore the person who has been hacking into my account is someone who is so damn super close to me one. some more hack into my com account only leh. never hack into my bros' or dad's account or whatever. why mine? urgh. obvious reason. to find out stuff about me. hey. some stuff might be private kaex. only meant for MY eyes to see. why must you come hack inside my com account?! and now you go take me reflections book to read. why so toot one. bLeH.

haiya. nvm larh. want to hack then hack lorh.. maybe next time i put messages on my com then he hack inside and read. HAHA. lame.

k larhs. i'm bored now. no mood to update. ByE bYeEe....

[i'm feeling hyper today. yayness.]
_i'm in love with love
_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_

the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 10:43 AM

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

you're the only girl i will ever love..
you're the only girl i wanna hold in my arms..
you're the only girl i wanna spend eternity with..
why did we have to end up like this?
with both our hearts so broken?
come back to me pls,
and patch up both our hearts..
i can't live another day without you in my life..
you're the reason i live,
and the reason i love..
i still love you,
and always will..
so won't you say,
that you love me too?

-written by wen yong'en-
-for dexter tan-
-to his one and only true love??-
_i'm in love with love
_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_

the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 11:47 AM

yayness.. i love yesterday lots. =) he still loves me!! yesterday morning went with samantha and rebecca[her fren] to changi airport to eat swensen's. i only ate a single scoop ice-cream lorh. samantha ate two scoops and she still eat faster then me. that shows she's a fast eater or that i'm a slow eater. hehe. then suddenly i half way eating my hp vibrated. then it was jeffrey calling me lorh. then i picked up, and he asked me where i am. then i say changi airport lorh. then i forgot what he said larh. something like don't meet liao. then i very blur. so i just say "huh. ok lorh." then we put down. never even say bye. haha. then later i sms him. then in the end we met at city hall lorh. then he saw me coming out from the mrt station with samantha then he walk forward first. then i had to follow behind. but samantha never follow larh. actually she not really follow. just that she also going the same direction. then after that she went to another place with her fren liao. then he was like chiding me about not liking me to be seen with samantha. then i said with a sorta hurt and blur voice "but she never follow liao what". and he started arguing. but of cos i dowan to argue liao. so i just keep quiet. then he held my hand. not really hold larh. just like a very loose arm lock. cos my fingers were freezing. veh cold. then later he put his hands around my waist and ask me if got anyone bully me. cos i very quiet mah. so unlike me. then i shoke my head. then he say "i bully you izzit?" then i shoke my head again. then he hit my butt leh. so toot. but it's nice larh. haha. -sigh- i like being close to him. but too bad it all ended too fast. cos he had to go to work! so tooty. bLeH. then i keep on smsing him not to go to work but he never reply. then i suddenly remembered i forgot to give him something. urgh. so very the toot lorh. haha. -sigh- i wish i could spend more time with him. i just miss him so much. i miss him too much larh. haha. only samantha will know what i mean by i miss him too much. lol. oh yarh. he laughed at my braces k. he tooty toot. bLeH.

i want to pierce another ear hole! actually wanted to pierce today with samantha. buden my ear hole bled last night when i took out my earring cos i put the earring too tight. bLeH. so i next time then pierce lorh.

i want to go out today! but i doubt i can. cos i already went out yesterday. nvm. tml i also need to go out. for project and dinner with the group 2 people from church..

haiya. i derno what else to write liao. just that i miss him lots lots lots. bye byee..
_i'm in love with love
_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_

the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 11:16 AM

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