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Friday, April 09, 2004
urghx. i can't believe i'm such a ditz. my bro's fren just tricked me saying i owe him $2. and i actually believed him. cos when i was in p6, i lent $2 from him. buden i rmb i got return to him. then he say don't have. so... i went and took out $2 from my wallet and give it to him. then my kor say you return liao larh. then i over there huhing. haha. then i started laughing and thinking i'm such a ditz. lolx. d:
_i'm in love with love  today was a very fun and memorable dayy. (: ... i woke up in the morning. dad asked me why i never go school. then i was staring at him with a surprised look. then i said today is good friday mahx. then i went to bathe. after bathing it was 8am liao. went to play some com games till 8.23. packed my bag and stuffs and left the house to pick lynette up. my mum actually called lynette cindy. crapx. hmmx. then went to east coast. dropped my necklace pendent in the car. the diamond cross one. then i thought i lost. scarreee. then found it in my bag. we were early. reached at 8.55. the others were not here yet. except some. me and lynette were the earliest. yays. (: then when they came, we went to this place to put down our bags and sat on some mats on the floor. had hymn singing and prayers. after that those who dowan to play the games go off the mat. then me and lynette play the games larh. it's like those competions and stuffs. so i was grouped with bro say kin[roll eyes], sis sze lang[ee han's sis], gorden[jacq's bro], luke[some siao guy], [derno who but is bro kenneth's gf], [derno who also], bro jia rong[some guitar player]. yeps. 8 people. and we are group I. (: first game was 3-legged race. i was paired with sze lang. first time me and her walk very slow. but got second larhx. then before we went, they never count the people then like unfair so had to go another time. so the second time, me and her go alot more faster then the first time. derno whyy also. hehe. then we still got second. lolx. then the second game was the game where you had to put a ping pong ball on the spoon and run to the middle, put it down, run to the end, pick up a stick and run round it 5 times. very dizzy. haha. then in the middle of the game, tiffany's brother go walk and kick all the spoons and ping pong balls. haha. he arh. cute yet naughty. blehs. make alot of people cannot find their spoons and ping pong balls. lolx. lucky i went already then he go and kick. lalala~ d: hmmx. then next game you had to run up to the chair where got one plate filled with flour and sweets. this game very messy. i go liao, then i blow. then the flour fly onto my t-shirt, pants, hands and of cos my face. then blah blah blah. i pick up the sweet with my teeth liao. then this brother came over and say "cannot use hand arh". then i said "i never use what". then of cos the sweet drop out and back into the flour. lols. then he over there laughing. but i couldn't see who cos my face all covered with flour and i wasn't wearing my specs. haha. then i pick up again. then i run back with my hand covering my face and laughing. then after that i spit my saliva out. so yuck. then make the flour harden. urghx. then like playdough lidat liao. so yuck. so i over there gurgle my mouth then i wanted to swollow then i don't dare then in the end i vomit it out from my mouth. lols. i almost cried kaex. but i'm strong. hehex. hmmx. then the next game was this game where you had to make the longest line with all your stuffs. then after we put the stuffs, then it came human power. we all lie down on the grass to make the line. then i lie down. with my face facing up. then so hot lorhx. blehs. after this game, those who took out their shoe laces had to put them back. then alot of people sitting in the shade putting back their shoe laces. then i nothing to do so i helped lynette. then i was telling her i very itchy. cos i allergic to grass. then jiesi over there. then he heard and he said "that's the best man". wah laux. what's his prob. =X then alot of people heard also. hmmx. then ruth's dad saw me then he said to bro sam "ta de pi fu hen bai". which is her skin is very white/fair. lolx. i over there blushing. and thinking in my head "helloooo? i just played with flour." then i just muttered a bye and skipped over to lynette. we went back to get some drinks and to wash up. bro kai seong veh kind. lend me soap. cos he say the flour on the face will damage the skin. then i was like "HUH?!" then i hurry up go toilet and wash my face. hehex. i'm so vain. =X anywayy. after that we went to play captain's ball. then hannah was behind me larh. then i walking with lynette. then i was saying in a sorta loud voice "i want to play captain ball!" over and over again. her: yongen!? what did you say? me: huh? i say i want to play captain ball. her: cannot larh. you allergic to grass. lols. stoopit reason pls. cos i'm wearing my sandels! haha. i was rolling my eyes at her. hehex. okaex. so we played captain ball. then i over there no mood to play. headache. then i just keep shouting don't throw the ball to me! haha. then i try to go as far away from the ball as possible. lolx. hmmx. then i caught it a few times larh. then i stick mostly to lynette. then suddenly in the middle of the game, she say "oiee. your one over there." then i was like staring at her with a blank yet shocked look on my face. then i suddenly turn around and saw him standing there. he obviously cycled all the way from his house cos he had his bike. and i was like "oh gosh. why did you have to come? you spoiled my mood already. i have no mood for anything now." as in to myself larh. but the more i look at him, the more cute he looks. the more attracted i am to him. the more i fall deeper in love with him. sad right? a few weeks of trying to stop loving him is all now wasted. cos i don't wanna stop loving him. anywayy. i tried to play my game. but i couldn't help looking over at his side all the time. i got so distracted that when someone threw the ball to me, i got butter fingers. usually i will catch it with ease. but i caught the ball and it just slipped through my fingers and this other girl who is so ultra violent tried to snatch it from me. then i was stumbling to get the ball. then we were sorta pulling the ball away from each other. and in the process, i tumbled down. then after that bro say kin say i got the ball first. then after i stood up, i stumbled. then lynette was beside me. then he threw the ball to me without warning. then i never catch. then he throw like very lightly. cos after he threw, the ball wasn't too far away from him and it wasn't near me. so he picked up the ball and say "lynette also in your group right?" which was also his group. so he throw the ball to lynette. what's his problem man. blahx. then after lynette threw the ball, i complained to her. about bro say kin and my knee. my knee was red kaex. kinda pain. -sighh- then that girl whom i've never seen before came over and said sorry. of cos i smiled and said nvm. i'm a nice girl. i dowan her to have a bad impression of me mahx. so, yea. then after that incident, i totally have no mood to play. so when we had a break, i was walking over back to our bags with a glum look on my face. headache larhx. hmmx. then after the break, we continued to play. this time got soooo many people play. then i told no one in particular "got alot of people play then not fun liao". then dawn replied yarh lorh. hehex. i didn't expect anyone to reply. haha. hmmx. so i walked in and out of the game. cos not fun. yep. after that, we had lunch. shared a packet with lynette and we still did not finish. blehx. after lunch, we went to play with sis alice's dog. the dog is so adorable! (: then it's a girl. then sis alice keep saying HE. haha. supposed to be SHE. lolx. after that had group photo taking. then i saw jeffrey shouting at this person through the hp. shout until so loud kaex. it breaks my heart to see him so angry. how i wanted to run over to hug him and to comfort him. but, so many people over there. so obviously it was best i don't do that. i can't even talk to him. blehs. then after that, he sorta disappeared. obviously he left already. i was so sad! "you left me, yet again.." that was what i was thinking. so hurt. nvmx. i'm forever hurt. my heart's already numb. i can't really feel the hurt anymore. so it doesn't really matter. anywayy. me and lynette took a lift from sis alice to the mrt station. since her office is in bugis, so we go to the bugis mrt station lorh. then we had to smuggle the dog. then put her dog inside a paper bag. then the dog so guai. never bark. then very cute. cos can see the head popping out. aww~ cute pls! (: hmmx. after that i went with lynette to take neo prints. then took mrt home. when i reached home, i was like staring at the person sitting on the sofa. never even greet the person. haha. i just mumbled a hello which i think he didn't hear. that was my mum's brother-in-law. yep. my auntie's husband. yupx. then i go eat lunch. after that i watch abit of tv. then i went to the room to sleep. cos i was very tired. then i woke up and ask my younger bro to lemme play. then from 6 i ask him until 7 then he lemme use. blehx. so... yea. this was my day. it was fun to me. memorable... (: _i'm in love with love Thursday, April 08, 2004
whee~! i found my long lost jay chou cd! i thought i lost it lorh. like for one whole year?! then today i found it on top of the com. blehs. soooo happy kaex. cos all the songs in it all i like! they rawk!! (: i'm sooooo happy!!! (:
_i'm in love with love Wednesday, April 07, 2004
harlos. i'm in com lab now. it's recess. just now got spring test for maths. i think i might fail it. hope i won't larh. very scared. ):
blehs. i'm so super pissed off with him since yesterday. let's just say that if he hurts me one more time, then i just have to do something that i don't like to do. and he can't blame me cos he forced me to. and if he wants revenge, he can take it all out on me. i will bear full responsibility. he can bash me up till i breathe my last. i don't care anyway. what's the point of living when he don't care anymore? i hate the way i'm thinking. stop it girl. cool it~ relax kaex. -sighh- headaches really suck pls.. _i'm in love with love Tuesday, April 06, 2004
do i have a boyfriend? why does EVERYONE who sees my pic and doesn't know me ask me this? blehs. ok. whoever sees my pic and sees this, i DO have a boyfriend but i FEEL like i DON't have one. ok? yay. bye bye. feeling pissed with my hand now. feeling so weak.
_i'm in love with love whoa. today my hand like no strength lidat. very weak. and very very very shaky. no idea why. i can't hold my pen properly. and when i lift up my cup of water, it seems to be heavier then usual even though it's the same amount as i always drink. i wonder what's wrong with my hand... i hope it's gonna be alright soon.. _i'm in love with love bleh. chinese ca was tough. i practically gave 20 marks away. no time to do the zao ju. stupid man. bleh. today morning very funny. derno why when i hold the pen that time my hand will shake. then i very fidgity. very tired. want to go home. maybe cos eat medicine on an empty stomach larh. ): -sigh- i'm soooo bored. nothing to do. don't wanna go for geog lesson. hate school... _i'm in love with love Monday, April 05, 2004
ooh. just now me and samantha baked cookies. then all burnt. lols. haha. very funny. then we just gave up lorh. haha... but it was fun larh. but hard work. ):
-sigh- should have went to school today. cos got the guitar class. buden i thought got chinese so i decided not to go. and i see the first period literature then so boring so i dowan go. cos i was very tired and i know i won't be able to get through the first period. blehs. so i didn't go lorh. [shouts] i miss him!! ): _i'm in love with love blehs. didn't go to school today. wasn't well enough. i woke up at 6.20. then i changed and packed my bag. went to pick up stephanie[i derno howta spell.]. then we reached school. and i decided not to go. was like having such a terrible headache then. so went home. then i slept. woke up around 10.30. ate breakfast and went to see doctor. waited for one hour plus lorh. bleh. then doctor gave me MC for today. i wish he also gimme for tml. haha. then dunid to take chinese CA. hehs. throat sooooo pain now. should have gone to see doctor on saturday instead of going to church. cos i was like having high fever. 39degrees. but i still go church. then in the train got no place to sit then i over there standing up feeling very weak lorh. almost fainted. bleh. the headache was really very terrible. ): -yawn- i feel like sleeping again. blehs. don't feel like updating anymore... i guess the whole world's agaisnt me. first, i fell down and sprained my ankle. then i got soooo heartbrokened. and someone told me something that made me cry. and the highfever. and my throat infection. and the chinese CA tml. and me not seeing him for 2weeks plus. i hate the world. but i love him... oh yarh. zhi wei coming back to singapore today. (: buden cannot sms him. cos i got no hp. ): nvm. haha. bye byeee... _i'm in love with love celestine` cheryl` church` dhuha` eryn` farzana` genevieve` glynis` gourie` hannah` hester` jeremy` jiesi` joy` keyi` kirstie` lap kuan` melodie` m.e.n.d` monk8yz` nadiah` nelson` ngan ching` niners` pauline` peiwen` raihan` ruth` samantha kho` samantha teo` shili` stringe` sze ying` tasia` valarie` vivien` weeling` wendy` yi xiu` yvonne` zhu'en` 050608` 
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