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Saturday, May 15, 2004
hmmx. woke up at 12pm today. i mean 11.59am. hehs. so late right? tiredd la. bleh. hmmx. went to tm with mum. bought evanesence "fallen" cd. very nice! whee~ (: hmmx. then went to tjc. to meet one of mum's fren. then went to sengkang. rivervale mall i think. went to order cake for her daughter. but didn't order in the end. becos no delivery de. after that mum brought me to church. yeps.
hmmx. in church very scary. becos bro bernerd asked me to pray. then i very scared! i over there laughing like siao. cos when i'm nervous i cannot stop laughing one. then when praying that time, my whole body shaking lorh. hehs. very scared leh. hehe.. after church went to eat burger king with lynette. then went home with her, jing fang and esther. jing fang went off at dhoby ghaut. she very funny leh. haha. nvmz. hmmx. esther got off at bedok. then me and lynette at pasir ris. walked with her to her blk then i walked home myself. talked to her about lightnings and thunders. haha. cos there was alot of lightnings just now. hehe. hmmx. thought alot about stuff when i was walking home myself. i think i walked for about 1/2 hour instead of the usual 10-15 minutes. i was taking my time la. thinking about him*.. -sighh- i almost cried in church today when i saw him. i really wonder how he can smile and be happy when i'm breaking... _i'm in love with love  -sighh- i hate todayy. becos it's the 15th. 7 months. i still love you. will love you forever. but will you? _i'm in love with love Friday, May 14, 2004
something terrible happened just now. eeks. still in shock. bleh.. but i'm not going to say it. so embarrassing! humf~
_i'm in love with love just came back from tm. today very sian. got the string ensemble meeting. so lame lorh. shouldn't even have went. should have went to bugis. humf~ stupid sia.. anywayy, saw dexter and jeryl ng and xian li today. at tm. i was going down from second floor to first floor. then suddenly i saw them. then i hurry up turn away. haha. then when reach first floor, i suddenly turn around. and dexter was looking at me. so scary! hehs. then i over there laughing. bleh. ooh. and at yamaha we[me, cheryl and hannah] saw the albert from i not stupid. with his bro. aww. he's so cute! then me and hannah were talking about the violin books. and we wanted to try the silent violin! it's so cool! i'm thinking of asking my mum to buy. but i think maybe not. waste of money only. but i want a new violin la. my violin not good. even though the colour toning is so super nice. everyone says that. hehs. nvmz. i love my violin. but i desperately want a new one. cos my violin got one part where the polish came out becos i dropped it and it got scratched. and the finger board got one crack. i derno la. i want a new one. but i love my current one. hurhx.... _i'm in love with love Thursday, May 13, 2004
eeks. i'm so glad i passed mep. i almost failed kaex. the baroque test i passed by 1.5 marks. and the practical test i passed by 2 marks. -phew- i think samantha KHO is the only one who failed. so sad right. poor her. ): anywayy. i practically freaked out during the masterclass. very scary! the piano not nice one. the first note i suppose to play is supposed to be soft but when i play, the note come out so loud. then i so scared and i stopped! and i restarted again. and the piece i play once i make one mistake, the rest of the piece i also will make alot of mistakes one. sad sad. when i finish, i just ran out of the room and ran back to the other room and i almost cried. very scary lorh. i thought i was going to fail.. lucky i passed. thank God. (:
we watched this video during legacy. don't really know what was it about. but it was kinda nice. yea~ ooh! the home ec students baked some thingie today. then i ate alot. haha. i prefer the sardine one to the sausage one though i like sausage more. i mean i usually like sausage. buden that one i like the sardine. nvm if u don't understand. cos i also derno what i talking. haha.. d: hmmx. tuition in around 1.5hours time. so sian and tired. haven't even bathe yet. nvmz. later 6.30 then go bathe. hehe. lazy larh. can't blame me. xp i'm going to die for maths cos graphs suck and u can take hours to do it so i might have to stay up the whole night doing it but whatever cos most probably i'll just give up and go to school without doing it.. oh shit. i just rmbed that i still have my maths file to do. die larh. urghx. nvmz. just put whatever i have inside. tml then go photocopy those i don't have. hehe. bubbuaix la. no mood to do anything now. ): _i'm in love with love Wednesday, May 12, 2004
haven't been online for ages sia. today actually wanted to blog during recess. but the internet server was down in the whole school. bleh.
hmmx. shall start from monday. monday had the string ensemble concert. was so excited kaex! hehs. hmmx. performers and emcees went home at 11am. so good right? we didn't get to go. hurhx. after school, we had this talk between tasia, cheryl, weeling and me. the talk was kinda aggresive? i derno larh. haha. after that, tasia, cheryl and me went to fourth floor toilet to bathe. surprisingly, the water was warm. very nice! haha. but i still don't like to bathe in school. very scary. =X when cheryl was bathing, me and tasia were outside talking larh. then got this chung cheng guy walk past. tasia said that his shoes very ugly. at that time he went into one of the music rooms larh. then i said yarh. his shoes very ugly but he's kinda cute. and suddenly he came out. hehex. so scary. bleh. hmmx. went to meet mr yap outside the staffroom. saw the others wearing their court shoes liao so i also go change lorh. regretted. cos at the raffles hotel there, i walk walk walk until got blister.. hurhx. nvmz. then we wait for the lift until so long so we decided to walk up. hehs. very tiring. cos carrying alot of stuff. after that, we were supposed to help them carry the chairs to the stage. but since it was already moved for us, we just had to help put it on the stage. after that we just sat at the stairs to the balcony seats there and talk talk talk. haha. hmmx. after that the ushers went to mac.. wanted to just jay walk across. buden mr yap opposed to it. so we had to walk to the traffic light just to cross the road. but... in the process, we jay walked two times. haha. so might as well have jay walked one time. so stupid lorh. hmmx. at mac, we helped them carry the food up. whoa. they reserve so many seats for us lorh. then alot of people no seat to sit. haha. too bad for them larh. hehe.. hmmx. mr yap took alot of water for us but we didn't bring our bottles. haha. so wasted. buden in the end, we went to use it to wash our hands. the water was so damn freezing! and it spilled out of the tray and made cheryl look like she peed. hehe. then we laughing like siao over there. bleh. hmmx. when we left mac, we saw the emcees. after that, we just jay walked across the road with mr tan. when mr yap and the sec ones came out of mac, we were already at the other side of the road. haha. so he can't make us jay walk back and use the traffic light. cos that would mean jay walking again. hehe.. hmmx. after that we went to change. and as usual, i'm the slowest. haha. ooh. the toilet is air conditioned! cool ehs. (: mrs yeo very funny leh. she ask us to keep quiet becos we were talking and laughing loudly. pls lorh. it's the toilet leh. and there's no one else around. bleh. whatever. hmmx. we went to hide our bags under that table. haha. so lame. hmmx. me, tasia and another sec one girl were standing outside tearing tickets. we were standing there since 7pm lorh. and we were only allowed to let them in at 7.45pm. bleh. make us stand there and sweat. hurhx. fidgiting around. cos very hot. bleh. alot of people were presurizing us by asking us to let them in. no our fault we cannot let them in! why can't they think about us poor ushers. standing there since 7pm and wearing that stupid blazer. haha.. hmmx. during the concert, this guys sitting at the last row keep on using their hp to sms. then so distracting. cos they press the hp very loud also. then we ask mr yap to go ask them keep quiet. haha. then mr yeo very siao. me, cheryl and simin were just standing at the back enjoying the music. then he walk past us and said ha ha ha.. crazy guyy. bleh. then got one piece he over there dancing. crazy arh. lucky he's not one of my teachers sia. hehs. hmmx. at the end of the concert, alot of people shouted encore. and the performers were actually waiting for them to say it. i wonder what will happen if no one said encore. haha... ooh. and during the thankiew thingie, i was the only one who said "go mr tan!" actually me, tasia and cheryl were supposed to say it. but the two of them were laughing cos cheryl said something like go mr smiley-face. haha. crazy girl... hmmx. in the end, they ended with the tk philosophy. so un-demure! cos the were stomp-stomp-clap. haha. then tasia so extra. she here them then she hurry up run into the hall and shouted. crazy girl. haha. but it was fun. hehs. after that, cleared the stage, hugged hannah, cleared the hall and packed up. after that we went back. in the bus, derno why but i kept hitting mr yap with my leg. hehs. bleh. reached school at around 10.30pm. sent cheryl and hannah home. i reached home at around 11.30. was so tired. went straight to sleep after changing t-shirt. was still wearing school shorts sia. haha. see, that proves how tired i was. hehe.. next day[yesterday], both my hands were acheing like siao. bleh. pain pain pain. derno why also. bleh. hmmx. first period was legacy. mdm haryati didn't come. but we still went to com lab 4. to do some stupid stuff. bleh. next was lit. was so boring. didn't even pay attention.. as usual.. after that was maths. did the graph thingie. so sian. after that berenice showed us a card trick. i still don't understand. =X hmmx. recess. fell down! tripped over georgina's leg. stupid girl. urghx. she didn't even helped me up pls. she just walked on. urghx. i hate her larh. bleh. actually i wouldn't have fell down. but i was so weak that i just collasped. i fell hard on my chest. it hurted so much lorh. i scraped my knee also. -sobsobs- nvmz. after recess was geog. went to library. most interesting geog lesson ever. haha. we were talking and talking with mrs koh becos the tv wasn't working. hehs. next was english. mdm haryati didn't come. mr tan came and reliefed us. and gourie was showing some thingie that said "charlene loves mr tan!" mr tan saw it and he was laughing to himself. hehs. another crazy teacher. yes. mr smiley-face. hehe.. ermx. next was science. went through science paper. managed to get one mark. yay! better then nothing. even though i still failed. actually, my science improved liao. at least i didn't get F9 for overall. thank goodness. (: after school went to parkway to eat. ooh! my rubber band snapped inside my mouth.. oww.. bleh. after that went back to school for string. so boring! i almost fell asleep playing scales. so boring! bleh. hmmx. lucky no string till next term. yay! okk. finally came to today. yes. today during morning assembly, there was this bee making so much noise during the singing of the national anthem. and suddenly, there was this POP sound and that bee "snapped" into two. which meant one thing. it was actually two bees having sexual intercourse. haha. okk. i'm supposedly supposed to say mating. but, whatever larh. haha.. hmmx. first period was english. did the workbook. bleh. next was science. boring larh. i don't even rmb what she was teaching. haha... hmmx. next was PE. played rugby. hehs. very fun. but we had to run two rounds around the school which means 800m. i think. and the last person[me] was 5.48secs. the target was 7mins kaex. haha. cool~ hmmx. when ms tan was demonstrating something, suddenly... "plop".. one big raindrop dropped onto my head. and it started raining. so we ran into the foyer. then we went to the hall and continued with the game. i realise that i was the one who touched the most cone. yay! the first cone that i touched didn't even fall but i still got the point becos i touched it first. not my fault it didn't drop. hehe. then the last one, tasia took the ball and run and ran right past the cone without touching it. haha. so funny. bleh. oh. and ms tan was pissed with us. hey. it's not our fault pls. hurhx. it's so unfair. nvmz. anywayy. recess we went to com lab but the internet server was down so we just went for recess lorh. after that was chinese. so sian. then was geog. went to studio. the video clip mrs koh showed us very touching sia. but haven't even watch finish yet. bleh. oh. mrs koh forgot to tell us about her marraige thingie. nvmz. since we were so engrossed in the video clip. yes. it was so damn touching pls. hmmx. next was music. we played titanic today. very nice! i think this is the last lesson. next week will be the test... i think. ooh. and the teacher asked us "eternal flame" is by who. and i just shouted without thinking "atomic kittens!" hehe. wrong answer! it was by the beagles or something. whatever larh. i only know atomic kittens sang that song. it's such a nice nice nice nice song! yay~ (: hmmx. todayy smsed alot during class. sms james and lynette. see larh. this two people make me soooo un-guai. hurhx. germ[vice-chairperson] caught me during geog. then after that i stopped. then she tell me "nvm larh. u want to use can use. this thing not important.." ?! i was so surprise kaex. haha... got piano lesson in 40mins time. haven't even bathed yet. i better go now. ciao~ P.S. i'm so dead. i have mep masterclass tml and i haven't even prepared yet. so i'm prepared to meet my doom tml. ): _i'm in love with love Sunday, May 09, 2004
urghx. what's her fucking problem man. don't she know how to respect other people's privacy? take my stuff without permission. no manners at all. so rude! and she thinks that people[guys] like her. blearghx. those guys must be blind pls. she thinks that when guys stare at her, that means that the guy is attracted to her. pls lorh. it must be becos of her oh-so-ugly face. puh-lese. why can't she just look into the mirror. who will like her? irritating idiot. bleh. she's so fat and ugly. sheesh. why can't she just stop saying that the guy she likes like her too when he don't? what's her problem. crazyy girl. bleh. she's getting on my nerves man. no wonder my bros don't like her too. i've been tolerating her for so long already. i really can't take it anymore. this is getting way out of hand.
bleh. i'm so pissed off todayy. yongen yongen yongen.. you need to cool down girl. get a grip! _i'm in love with love you people can condemn me for all i care. i just want to love him, even if he don't love me.. tell me, why can't i love the guy i love? everyone is happy seeing me break up with him. maybe he himself is happy too. but don't you all know how much hurt it has caused me? it has already been 3 weeks yet i'm still hurting, and i still can't get over him. maybe it's just my problem? i don't know.. all i wish is that i never knew him. that way, i never would have loved him and won't be in this mess now... i really wish everyone will stop condemning me. i'm just an ordinary girl loving the guy i love. if that be a crime, i'll rather be locked up the rest of my life... _i'm in love with love celestine` cheryl` church` dhuha` eryn` farzana` genevieve` glynis` gourie` hannah` hester` jeremy` jiesi` joy` keyi` kirstie` lap kuan` melodie` m.e.n.d` monk8yz` nadiah` nelson` ngan ching` niners` pauline` peiwen` raihan` ruth` samantha kho` samantha teo` shili` stringe` sze ying` tasia` valarie` vivien` weeling` wendy` yi xiu` yvonne` zhu'en` 050608` 
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