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Saturday, June 05, 2004
samantha came my house at around 1pm today. then she play com while i decide what to wear. after that i went to bath la. after bathing, we went to white sands. and i saw song ren! haha. hmmz. after that go to mrt there look for lynette. then we went to the train la. they sat at the green compartment then i just walked on. then i look back and shout at them "i don't like this colour la!" haha. then both of them run to get infront of me to the blue compartment. but i also ran so i got to sat down first. then this samantha arh. she want shuai ge to sit beside her. but in the end an old lady sat beside her. haha! hmmz. then at the train to novena, got alot of people. esp at dhoby ghaut. squeeze until no space sia. bleh. haha. after that we went by underpass to shell. then went to church. today got alot of people. cos of gospal meeting and tml's conference. got alot of oversea saints. all the names all so chim one. haha. -sigh- today got headache. bleh bleh. then he la. keep looking at me. [stop looking at me! only make me love u even more..] hmmz. after that they talk about rules for conference and what to bring. then we broke into our groups. today i gave quite alot of answers la. haha. so proud of myself. hmmz. after that me and samantha go to united square to eat. was walking in and out of mac. derno why also. then when i went in, i sat down, then suddenly i look up and saw him. then i just put my head down on the table like i'm sleeping lidat. dowan to see him mah. bleh. after that we went to arcade. saw him. but pretend i heck care. whatever lorh. hmmz. after that we went to meet my auntie and ruth's mum. then went for gospal meeting. after gospal meeting, ruth's mum brought me and samantha back to my house. samantha's still at my house now. haha. bubbuai. i'm tired and i haven't started packing my bag for the conference tml. so sian. don't feel like going. blehh.
_i'm in love with love  oh ya. then that donkey and titania were kissing. oh yuck! so disgusting. haha. a toad lusting after a swan's flesh. this one is a donkey lusting after a fairy queen. really very yuck la. haha. it's all very complicating since there was this flower juice that can make people fall in love with the first living thing they see when they awake. haha. then last night becos of this show i slept at 2am. bleh. then i never even notice the time lorh. haha. i thought it was still 12+. haha! bleh. then cheryl also slept very late.. _i'm in love with love ooH! last night they showed a midsummer night's dream on tv! was watching it while "shouting" in msn with cheryl. haha. LYSANDER! HERMIA! HELENA! DEMETRIUS! OBERON! PUCK! TITANIA! haha. that's all the names i know la. since they're the main character. oh yes! DONKEY! haha. so lame. cos we did a lit role play during term one and we were supposed to get an extract of a midsummer night's dream to act. and my group got the highest! haha. HQ, cher, mel, han and me. we're the best actors! haha. xp hmmz. the part where oberon said "fare thee well nymph. ere he do leave this grove, thou shalt fly him and he shall seek thy love..." blah blah blah. oberon was me la. then he in the show like no expression at all. like talking to the air. i think i was a better oberon then he is. haha. then he talk until so fast also. and he's not pale! unlike me. i wore white gloves just becos the script said pale hands. haha. nvmz. then he dress until so uncovered. that time i play oberon, i dress until so much. then sweat until alot. haha. hmmz. then there was this part where lysander and hermia came into the scene. it was their part la. then they kiss until sooooo much! can't imagine cheryl and huiquan kissing until so passionately. haha. [but can imagine me and jeffrey la! haha. xp] hmmz. then puck is not cute at all. mel makes a better puck. haha. and hannah makes a better helena! that stupid helena in the show right, the face full of scorn[?] and disgust or whatever lorh. the face all scrunged up one. haha. so ugly! hermia is so much more prettier. haha. oh ya. the part where lysander said "who would change a raven for a dove?" was so fast and so unlike how HQ said it. HQ said it like wave lidat one. haha. "who[high] would[low] ooh! i miss a midsummer night's dream sia. i still want to act! so fun!!! (: _i'm in love with love Friday, June 04, 2004
was late in meeting cheryl and gen today. haha. reached there at around 1+ when i'm supposed to meet them at 12.30. hehs. met them at mrt station. then we went to metro. bought perfume for gen's mum. her bdae tml mah. and we took lots of perfume samples. they're all in my bag now. haha. then i smell the perfume until i got asthma. hehs. my hp also smell of perfume now. bleh. hmmz. we were deciding on which perfume to buy. i think the hugo one was nice. but gen decided on the mng one. buden couldn't decide which one to buy. the small or the big one. the small one the pakaging very nice. actually she wanted to buy 2 of the small one. buden not worth it cos 2 of the small one is only 60ml altogether. but the big one is 100ml. and cheaper also. so in the end we tossed coins 3 times to decide. so in the end bought the big one. haha.. hmmz. after that went to the customer service there for gift wrap. then we saw some teddies with something la. then we bought 4 of that. haha. oh. and the person wrapping our thingie had lipstick on her teeth. then i go tell her. haha. so daring lorh. bleh. hmmz. after that we were debating whether to stay there or go fareast. so in the end we decided go to go fareast lorh. then gen rushed home to watch her tv. haha. hmmz. went to fareast. kept walking around in circles. hehe. suppose to buy my tee. but in the end also never buy anything. took neos lorh. after that we walked around orchard la. went to wisma. then i received an sms from zhiwei. he say he saw me. so scary! haha. but i think it's not me he saw la. he say he's still at fareast. but i'm not lorh. unless he was talking about before that. yupp. after walking around, we went to TM. bought a skirt from op. wanted to buy a tee too. buden don't have my size.. sad sad. i think i very funny. buy things then never check price tag first. haha.. hmmz. after that we went home lorh.
oh ya. there was once when we saw this living statue. really look like statue lorh. bleh. then me and cheryl were looking at what it is. then suddenly the statue moved. so scary! haha. -sigh- i think i've missed the only chance of getting him back before the conference. that was actually what i aimed for lorh. then today i just sms him ask him if he want to go fareast. cos i know he will sure say dowan one. buden to my surprise, he ask me for what la. then i say for fun. then he said no thanks. then i say ok lorh. nvm then. then i say if he want come then he just sms me la. then after that when i was at fareast, he called me. i didn't pick up cos i didn't know. after about 5 minutes later, i took out my hp then i saw one missed call. i didn't expect it to be him lorh. so surprise. then i called him back. he ask me if i want him to go anot. then i say anything la. then he ask me if there got arcade. then i say don't think so. then in the end he say don't go or something lidat lorh. then i just say ok. anything la. bye. after that we sms la. him: so you want me to go? me: [i derno what i said la. something like..] anything lorh. buden i will feel very awkward. him: yes or no? me: i derno la. unless you want to patch la. haha. but i know you dowan... him: then? me: then better not lorh. i already said. i will feel very awakward.. [then derno what else la.] then he never reply liao. i derno la. bleh. -sigh- i should have met him. but becos of cheryl la. she say if he come then she will go. then i think it's not really worth it. becos i use to go out with him as a couple. then now we break up liao. really will feel very awkward one. -sigh- sad sad. i miss him soooo much.. ): _i'm in love with love hmmz. later going out with cheryl and genevieve. can't wait! i want take neos and watch movie. haha. but mummy's only giving me $50. derno if enough anot. she still haven't reply me arh. haiyo. some more she's in china now. haha. just now i called her. so noisy! hehe. i miss my mummy... ): but i still miss him more then anyone. if it's true that one someone misses u, then you'll sneeze one time, or drop ur eyelash, then he'll be without eyelashes by now and he'll be sneezing every single second lorh. i really miss him like siao. ): _i'm in love with love Thursday, June 03, 2004
just now tuition ms chung didn't come. then the relief teacher, john chua, is the rapist from lightyears. cool leh. haha. but he's not like the character in the show. he's super lame ok. bleh. really really really very lame. haha. he's actually the science tuition teacher la. buden today he relief maths. yupp. hmmz. quite cool la. having an actor teaching u. hehe.
nothing much. but it's kinda wierd coming back into an empty and a so not lively house lorh. cos everytime will have my mum and my younger bro one. i miss them!! ): -s0bs0bs- _i'm in love with love in dad's room now. enjoying life sia. blasting music with the air con on. wah lau. cool lorh. haha. xp been online since 7am. haha. power sia. x) hmmz. maybe next friday going to wild wild wet with weeling, tasia, phoebe and maybe cheryl. whee~ can't wait! (: tml going out. derno who's going to accompany me! and maybe going to watch harry potter also. tml i going to get $50 to go out. my mum promised me! hehe. though she's all the way in china now. i think she already reach lerh. hmmz. maybe not so soon. i derno la. but i'm supposed to get $50 from my auntie to go out[cos she left the money with my auntie.]. to buy my tees. maybe i can get extra money if i tell her i going to watch movie also. haha. i enjoy life sia. xp nothing much la. today's a boring day. i want to go out!! bleh. i'm bored at home. there's nothing to do! bleh bleh bleh. _i'm in love with love oh gosh. i can't believe i woke up late [7.05am] and couldn't go to the airport to send mum and dad and bro off in the airport! shit man. i won't be able to see them for 2 weeks plus. i'll miss them like shit. i'm already missing them though they're just at the airport. it feels so wierd. the house is almost empty. cos kor went for camp lerh. i'm alone at home with my maid and auntie. eerie sia. bleh. i feel so not tired though i slept at 2am last night. i woke up at 5am+ and i fell back asleep again. shouldn't have lorh. bleh. nvmz. i pray hard nothing happens to them. nothing will happen to them one la. they'll come back safe and sound! (: -sigh. i can't believe this. i'm actually missing my parents and my bro!! bleh. that proves that i do love them. hehe. xp _i'm in love with love Wednesday, June 02, 2004
so many people in my house now! hehe. my mum's youngest bro and my mum's oldest sis. and of cos all my other family members + my maid. yupp. i think that's alot lorh. bleh.
hmmz. just now went white sands to shop with mum. i think i go shopping with mummy very cham one. in the end also buy so lil stuff. then she also get irritated by me. cos i this one dowan, that one cannot. haha. me very choosy one mah. hehe. that's why i will take very long to decide one. haiyo. then in the end i bought a skirt and 3 pairs of earrings. the skirt kinda short leh. derno if i want to wear anot. haha. i'm tired. mum and dad and didi going off to china tml. derno if i'll miss them. haha. i doubt i will.. [i'm so eeevil! hehe. xp] kae larh. go sleep lerh. nitey nites! tC~ _i'm in love with love mum's such a meanie. yesterday go orchard never bring me along. humf~ x ok. fine. i will stop throwing tantrums from now on. i've learnt my lesson... -sighh- maybe you all won't understand what i'm talking about. but it's better u don't know. ooh. the bump on my head still very pain. yesterday night very difficult to sleep cos of that. urghx. pain pain pain! shouldn't have attempted suicide la. bleh. serves me right.. but at least instead of me in heaven now, i'm only having a boo boo. so i should really thank God.. (: thank you Lord for saving me! iloveyouu..! -sighh- headache cos of that la. bleh bleh bleh. and cos of something else. nvm. don't really wanna talk about it.. blah. everyone's abandoning me tml. mum and dad and didi going off to china tml till 18th june. [at least i have freedom! hehe.] and samantha's going off for camp tml till saturday. but when she comes back on saturday, sunday i leaving for malaysia liao. till wednesday. bleh. oh yes. i haven't pierced my ear yet. soon la. haha. saturday maybe going for FOP. derno leh. i have totally no mood for anything this few days. -sigh- derno what's wrong with me la. last year i've been looking forward to this year's hillsongs concert[FOP] buden now i got no mood also. then now i also got no mood for the conference. i haven't had any mood for anything ever since 18042004. -sigh- i hate that date... i'm sorry if i sound so depress. don't try cheering me up. becos it's no use. he's the only one who's able to make me smile and laugh like before again... and if u cheer me up, i won't know how to react or what lorh. so better don't... but thx k. (: but something u all can do for me is pray. pray that the pain will go away soon. pray that i will be able to move on with my life soon. pray that i will forget him.. *sigh- _i'm in love with love Monday, May 31, 2004
went out with samantha today. went to TP. went to look for *him. but he didn't want to meet me. so whatever lorh. was running around his block. haha. tried to climb over the stairs to jump down but head hit the wall and now i have a boo boo on my head!! -s0bs0bs- cos i didn't notice the gap was very small. bleh. that shows that the Lord doesn't want me to die. i'm touched! i'm sorry Lord. i won't try to do it again. next time i'll just do it. opps. =X i'm just joking!! sorry! really sorry.. hmmz. after staying near his house there from 1.30 to around 4pm, we went off to TP central and bought some drinks and snacks. then we went to samantha's cousin's house. after that, i went to bugis to meet mum. walk around until my legs pain sia. then she keep looking at watches. so sian. in the end i also never buy anything. only bought a pair of earrings from perlini's silver. star shape one. nice nice!! (: hmmz. after that went home lorh. very sian la. i'm hot. bleh. i haven't pierced my ears yet. but nvm la. soon.. soon! (:
_i'm in love with love Sunday, May 30, 2004
today in church very funny. that stupid li da go take my hp then dowan to return me. haha. bleh. make me chase him all over the place. =X
did nothing much larh. slept the whole afternoon. tired tired tired.. sleepy piggy me. xp kaex. that's all i'm in the mood to say. i'm just terribly upset today. don't ask why. cos i also derno. just upset la. bleh. byee.. _i'm in love with love celestine` cheryl` church` dhuha` eryn` farzana` genevieve` glynis` gourie` hannah` hester` jeremy` jiesi` joy` keyi` kirstie` lap kuan` melodie` m.e.n.d` monk8yz` nadiah` nelson` ngan ching` niners` pauline` peiwen` raihan` ruth` samantha kho` samantha teo` shili` stringe` sze ying` tasia` valarie` vivien` weeling` wendy` yi xiu` yvonne` zhu'en` 050608` 
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