went to tm and cs with samantha yesterday. saw amandis and some other people. amandis hugged me. haha. i was taken aback by the hug cos i didn't expect it. so it felt kinda wierd. haha. then she told me she matured liao. then i think i very bad. i say "kan bu chu" haha. it means cannot see la. hehs. but of cos i jk only la. hehe. then nothing much lorh. just walked around then i went home. but i never went home la. i went to the airport to meet him. want to know what happened, go see my diary-x diary. i wrote it there liao. i ponned tuition just to go there lorh. nvm. dowan to say much. i'm just so sad now. can't stop crying.. byee..
_i'm in love with love
_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_

the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 12:57 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

just came back from the conference. shall update about it since i have nothing better to do.

on sunday, i went to meet lynette and her mum. took taxi to church. went for meeting. after meeting, had lunch in church. packet lunch. buden i didn't eat. after that, went to united square with sis huisi to buy some stuffs. after that we went back to church. had to briefing thingie. then sang hymns. the buses were late as they were all caught in a traffic jam. so we sang hymns in church lorh. after that coach 3 went first. after very very long, coach 2 came and we went. i was in coach 2 la. then after that was coach 1. hmmz. in the custom it was very fast lorh. yupp. after pass through custom, we went to the hotel. the hotel very cold sia. blehh. hmmz. went to 6th level. the meeting hall's there. went there and had some briefing. after that collected keys and went to put our stuff in the room. i was roomed with tiffany. whee~ cool. haha. after that we went down for dinner. didn't really eat much. hmmz. after that went for 1st meeting. was kinda attentive la. then during the announcements brother kenneth said something about snow coming out from the aircon and it made me laugh until my face all so hot. haha. after that went back to the room to bathe then sleep. slept la. buden i woke up at 2am thinking that it was 7am liao. so i couldn't sleep back. and had asthma. and keep on coughing. cos i think i laughed too much la. then i only slept back at 5am. after that in the morning wake up. wash up and change and went down for morning watch. buden the room the light wasn't up yet. so we had to wait outside. after that we went in for morning watch lorh. then went to eat breakfast. didn't really eat much. then that sis min sze keep on forcing me to eat. until in the end i almost cried sia. after that went for meeting. after meeting was break. then after break was workshop. after workshop was lunch. after lunch was siesta. had some lame games. my grp of cos never win la. blehh. then after the games i went back to my room to rest. yvonne and jaslyn came over. so in the end never rest. then after that we went to learn about the church history. so sian. then we saw alot of pics. then alot of them got sis shufang inside. haha. then got some pics got my dad also. i couldn't stop laughing lorh. sis shufang also know who. cos she said "yongen's papa." then sis min sze say until so loud lorh. wah lau. i no face to see people liao. bleh. haha. cos my dad looked so obiang. hehs. hmmz. after that was dinner. didn't even eat at all. cos sis min sze scolded me for not eating until i cried. so i never eat. only ate watermelons. after that went for meeting. after meeting went back to room to bathe then sleep. then at around 11.30pm, me and tiffany went to bro yuan bin's room to get medicine for my asthma. i put the medicine into my mouth liao. then i go drink the water. and the water was boiling hot lorh. then the medicine melted inside my mouth. haha. after eating finish the medicine, we went back to the room to sleep. i woke up at 5am. then later sleep back again. then the next day, tiff told me that i sleep screamed. haha. i shouted something like "go away!". haha. so lame lorh. hmmz. went for morning watch. was late la. then no mood also. headache. after that went for breakfast. only ate one piece of bread. hmmz. then went for meeting. during meeting got headache. so took panadol from sis min sze. buden no water. so i broke it into two and swollowed it. then so disguesting lorh. cos very difficult to swollow mah. then when i swollowed, i almost vomited. haha. then after meeting was break. during the break we took the group photo lorh. i think very not nice. haha. hmmz. after that was workshop. then after that was lunch. ate abit more then usual lorh. then it was siesta. went to derno who's room to play card games. jamie's room i think. yupp. then we scream and shout until so loud. then the next door called us to quieten down cos got baby sleeping. haha. hmmz. then that jamie and sheery watch pingu until they keep on laughing. haha. siao girls. hehs. then after that we change room to xin hui's room. then once when we were playing heart attack, sis min sze hit my hand until so hard lorh. then my hand got the mark. super red. like cane mark lidat. then i cried. then everyone tought i was bluffing one. they thought i was laughing. but pls lorh. i was really crying lorh. hmmz. then after that we went for dinner at the pool deck. barbecue dinner. hmmz. i go and wash my utensils in the glass where they kept the flower. so got pesticide on it. haha. but after that when i came back, brother xinsheng was sitting at my place. using the utensils. then i didn't realise at first. then me and helena and xin hui were talking about them already touching the mouth of the glass. then i told bro XS that i already washed the utensils for him. then he said thank you. then sis min sze told him i wash it in the glass where they kept the flower. haha. i think he was very shock la. hehe. hmmz. then i think everything was so sour to me. haha. so in the end i only ate 2 sausages and ate my apple lolipop for dinner. even the lolipop was sour. but in a nice way. haha. then i think i eat the lolipop until very seductive. haha. hmmz. after that i went back to my room. then i slept for 1/2 hour. then go for meeting. that night's meeting was at the auditoriam. nice place. haha. the chair very nice to sleep la! haha. xp hmmz. after that i went back to my room myself. then i was standing outside my room looking down for very long. then this old guy came and talk to me..
him: ni zai ting yin yue arh? [you listening to the music arh?]
me: -nodnod- mmm.
him: ni yao xia qu he jiu mah? [you want go down to drink beer?]
me: huh? wo bu yao. [huh? i dowan..]
him: wo qing ni la. [i treat u la.]
me: wo si san sui er yi leh. [i'm only 13 leh.]
him: -shocked- HUH! zhen de arh. wo kan ni zan zai ze li kan xia mian hen jiu lerh. wo yi wei ni yao xia qu he jiu. [huh! really arh? i see you stand here look down very long liao. i thought you want to go down to drink beer.]
me: bu shi la. [no la.]
[blah blah blah..]
wah lau. scary sia. hmmz. i wanted to run back into the room when he talked to me. buden i also scared later he force himself in. so better not lorh. after that i so scared until when i go out into the corridor, i see someone then i will hurry up run back into the room. then when i went up to sis min sze's room to get something, i also keep on thinking that got someone following me lorh. then i keep on running. i was soooo scared lorh. hmmz. after that went back. not long after that, tiffany came back. bathed. then watch holland village. jeffrey called. ask me to meet him cos he want to gimme something. tiff ask me to ask him what he want to gimme. so i ask lorh. buden he dowan to say. so suan lerh lorh. after that went to bro yuan bin's room to get asthma medicine. after that went back. slept. woke up at 6.30am. jeffrey smsed me at 2am asking me if i'm asleep. so lame lorh. of cos i'm asleep la. sick leh. blehh. hmmz. packed my bag. then slack around. went to wash up and change. slack around some more. waited for tiffany to wash up and change. then we went down for morning watch. was late but not really very late la. hmmz. then went for breakfast. helped everyone take stuff today. haha. hmmz. i only ate one muffin. and got once when i went to help derno who to take water. then he daoed me. whatever lorh. i also dao him back. haha! hmmz. then we went for meeting. sat with shina and lilian and sis alice today. i think i distracted them alot. haha. sorry la. really very tired and restless. hehe. hmmz. after that was break. after the break was sharing. alot of people shared la. hmmz. then it was lunch. ate quite alot today lorh. haha. hmmz. changed coach to coach 1. was asked to la. cos i hafta go back with ruth cos the mum and dad fetching me. yupp. actually i was kinda excited at first. after that i so nervous. haha. hmmz. went up to the room to pack the remaining stuff after lunch. pack finish then we went down lorh. sis shufang very kind. she helped me to return my key. (: hmmz. then we went to the meeting hall there. sat on the floor. crap around. haha. then me and lilian keep on singing hymns. whee~ so fun. haha. then my leg also keep on cramping. pain sia. haha. hmmz. coach 1 was the second to go today. then we left lorh. i carried sheery's bag. lilian carried mine and sheery carried lilian's one. haha. then we keep saying we got bomb in the bag. haha. so lame. hmmz. after that at the malaysia custom, i went though quite fast la. after that we forgot to wait for shina. when we went down the escalator then we remembered. but in the end she was already on the bus. haha. she was the first lorh. blehh. hmmz. after that at the singapore custom, my queue was quite fast la. then when lining up that time, i keep on asking sheery if her bag got bomb anot. haha. so lame lorh. hmmz. after that in the bus back to the meeting hall, me and shina keep on singing hymns and tiffany keep on asking me for sweet. haha. then i derno what i did la. then shina hit my leg until so hard. then i just shouted. haha. then suddenly my leg cramp again. and i shouted again. haha. blehh. lame. hmmz. after that at hall 1, when we were taking down our luggages, got this car came. then bro kenneth ask us to move away. then suddenly i see then i scream. haha. then he keep making fun of me. so i keep on screaming to make him irritated. haha! so lame lorh. hehs. then some of us were singing london bridge is falling down in canon. super lame. haha. after that we went to the guitar room to put down the stuffs. hmmz. then we went down. it was raining before that la. so the floor was very wet. then that stupid jeffrey running around. then he slipped and fall. i wanted to cry k. it must have hurt so much... [see. i so nice. not like him. that time i slip and fall and he said it served me right. blehh.] hmmz. after that when we[me and ruth] left. with her mum and dad of cos. on the way back, we saw 2 accidents. the first one the motorcyclist was lying on the floor lorh. so scary. i think he skidded. then the second one was the lorry that skidded also. buden it only hit something. then it reversed and went on liao lorh. so not very serious. but it was kinda scary la. hmmz. then i fell asleep in the car. when i reached home, i went to call jeffrey to ask him what is it that he wanted to gimme. then he said he left it outside my hotel room. he said it was the ring lorh. wah lau. buden i never take anything from outside the hotel room lorh. which means it's still there la. then make me cry leh! blehh. after awhile, he called my hp. then he tell me to go down to toa payoh. he say he found it. hmmz. i wonder how. buden so late liao lorh. so better not. then blah blah blah la. cannot say liao. haha. secrets! hehs.

k la. i'm tired. my eyes very pain lerh. and very sticky. cry so much. haha. bubbuaix..
_i'm in love with love
_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_

the pRiNcEsS finally smiled at 6:25 PM

Sunday, June 06, 2004

hmmz. derno last night sleep at what time. packed finish my bag at 1am plus. then went to dl a song to burn into a cd. by then 2am plus liao. after that go into room. bro still playing com. then i derno what time i sleep. but i woke up at 4am plus cos bro just offed the com. or maybe i never even sleep. hmmz. i derno. but i woke up at 8.30am. sleep very little la. very tired! bleh. later going for conference liao. back by wednesday. don't really feel like going leh. so tired.. blehh. k la. i better go bathe liao. then later still have to go 7-eleven to buy sweets and chocolates. maybe la. i just have to go liao la. haha. blahh. sneeze and sneeze and sneeze. *ahh-choo!* hmmz. around 6-7 times times in a row liao. bleh. k la. bubbuaix. *ahh choo* one more time. haha. so cham. kaex. cya on wednesday! (:
_i'm in love with love
_rain your love down, i wanna be caught in the flood_

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