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Saturday, June 19, 2004
whee. last night my parents and didi came back. hehe. i just realised how cute my didi is. just like me! i'll describe him and you'll understand that he looks like me alot. hehe. he has very chubby cheeks. i also have. his cheeks are super rosy. mine too. haha. what else arh? i derno. but really. the two of us look alike. haha..
hmmz. they bought lots of stuff home that mummy even bought a new suitcase. haha. and it still wasn't enough. hehs. becos china stuffs are super cheap and good and nice lorh! haha.. kaex. that was yesterday. then today morning wake up. had another dream again. somewhat the same kind. but i can't really rmb what it was. hehe.. today derno why i so funny. i asked my kor go with me for meeting. cos i dowan to go alone mah. then i keep persuading him until i cry. then he look at me and laugh. then i just cry and ask him go. haha. so lame. but in the end, he also never go lorh. haha. took taxi to meeting. becos i left my house at around 4.15. met jingfang. then go for meeting lorh. hehe. reached there at around 4.45. latest i've ever reached there lorh! haha.. hmmz. sharing. haha. erm. first was derno which group. then it was peace. after peace, they said sing a hymn. i said YES. like so happy cos the longer they take, the less chance that my group will get called. then after they said the hymn number, derno who say "the next group is love". like whadda. scary! haha. they asked us to stand up. then only the serving ones stand. so they said one two three all stand. so stand lorh. haha. super scary k! but ya lorh. i shared la. haha. short and sweet. hehe. it's sweet cos my voice is sweet! haha. k. i know i very bhb. nvmz. haha.. hmmz. after the sharings finish, then go back lerh lorh. went to united square with jingfang and her bro. they ate mac. i pinched food from them. haha. after that, mum came. went to eat sushi. didn't eat much. maybe cos wasn't hungry? hehe. derno. after that go to suntec to give someone something. then go home lerh lorh.. hmmz. mum and dad went to some wake or something. derno what it's called also. haha. but i think they'll be praying for the dead? i derno. robin neo's dad. k la. i know i very rude. cos call that person by his name. cos he's like so much more elder then me. haha. who cares. not as though anyone who's related to him will read this. haha! xp i know i very mean la. hehe. xp _i'm in love with love  Friday, June 18, 2004
last night had another dream again. same kind of dream. hmmz. why so many this type of dreams one? so wierd. and every single dream, he'll be inside it. -sighh- i just miss him so much. headache now.
my back's acheing. opps. i just realised i forgot to stretch myself when i woke up. k. shall go do stretch exercises now! whee. so _i'm in love with love Thursday, June 17, 2004
hmmz. eating lunch now. and i took half hour to eat like a few bites? derno howta eat the bee hoon lorh. kinda chewy. haha. chew chew chew. hi-chew! haha. nvmz. then now i put so much chilli. dowan eat liao. haha. then the plate like still full lidat. kaex. nvmz. i gtg out for awhile now. ciaoz.
_i'm in love with love i'm bored and i want people to buy me stuffs! haha. seriously. i think i'm crazy. cos i can just ask my mum to buy me these stuffs lorh. haha! hmmz. don't mind me la. abit hyper? hahahahahaa. not abit la. is super hyper lorh. hehehe. yongen's gone mad. _i'm in love with love i just realised that i borrowed 4 books on tuesday and i read finish one book on tuesday and two books yesterday. pro eh. haha. seriously. i read liao then cannot stop. last night i read one book all the way till 1am lorh. hehs. my kor scolded me. then i also heck care him. haha.. so absorbed in my reading. i shall go return the books tml and go borrow more! haha. i love books. (: today morning got piano. supposed to wake up at 7am to practise. then my maid woke me up. and i went back to sleep. and only woke up at 8.30am. haha. cos my piano at 9am mah. so late lorh. blehh. but heck care also. haha.. then afterwards got violin. and after violin still got tuition. wah lau. i hate today lorh. so unslack one. haha. whee. someone buy me those stuff leh. i'm dying. i want them! haha.. nvmz. i siao lerh. xp _i'm in love with love Wednesday, June 16, 2004
yup. anyone wants to buy me a tankini or platforms or both, you're welcome to do so! but the tankini i want must have a triangle bottom for the top. hehe. and the platforms is the toes there low low. then gradually go higher one. haha. then also must lemme choose the colour and the pattern and all that one leh. haha. xp esp the tankini! hehe. whoever helps me buy that, i'll love you forever sia! i'll do anything for you. just as long as it's reasonable la. but i'll never do stuffs like having sex with you or going stead with you. maybe a kiss can la. but i won't kiss you. i will let u kiss me. not i kiss you. haha. or go out on a date? haha.. really. anything just as long as i'm able to do it and it's reasonable. (:
_i'm in love with love wah lau. i had such a wierd yet cute dream last night. i wish it'll come true. haha. hmmz. he was in it again. dreamt about church again. i really wonder why lorh. blehh. haha.. i think this time was the children's camp one. hmmz. derno leh. hehs. i'm soooo tired! i'm acheing all over sia. haha.. hey. i just realised that actually i'm not that fat. cos some clothes make me look extremely fat. some clothes make me look fit. haha. was wearing the class tee and school shorts. hmmz. i guess not bad la. haha.. and i wish i got broad shoulders! i think that way nicer leh. haha. so now in order to have that, must sit up straight and put shoulders to the back. haha. so wierd. nvmz. later people think i trying to stick my chest out. haha! what a joke.. whee~ i want a tankini! anyone wants to buy for me? buy for me then i go swimming with you! haha. jkjk. but i really want one. i really won't mind anyone buying it for me la. haha.. buden must lemme see and choose the colour also. haha.. _i'm in love with love Tuesday, June 15, 2004
last night went cycling to pasir ris park. tiring sia. then i go to the beach. hear the sounds of the waves. then the music in the background. the sunset. wah lau. sucha romanitc atmosphere but i'm alone. wasted sia. -sighh- that reminded me of how much i missed him lorh. after that cycled back. went to 7-eleven and bought mag then go home and read lorh. slept kinda late cos SYX came over to watch the euro 2004 match with my bro. hmmz. this morning woke up at 7.30am. then played com for awhile then go cycling. didn't cycle much. just cycled around pasir ris lorh. then go eat breakfast. then went home to play com. after playing com, went to white sands. finally returned my books. haha. then went to arcade. got so many cute guys! but there was one that caught my eye. hehe. seriously. he's soooo damn cute pls! hmmz. maybe becos he's the pai kia and cool kind? haha. i go for those kind of guys la. xp but seriously. he is cute. x) played the piano thingie for derno how long lorh. addicted to it liao. once i play, cannot stop. haha. then play until all my money gone. haha! but lucky before that i went to value dollar to buy the stuff i want. i bought 3 picuture frames, 2 candles, 2 wallets and 1 pencil case. nice nice! (: hmmz. after that went home lorh. then my fifth aunt was there with her 2 kids. oh gosh. her kids are so damn cute pls. esp the younger one. Ian! haha. chubby chubby one. wah lau. cute cute cute! but i'm still cuter. haha. jkjk. i see his face like so smooth then i want to touch! wah seh. i love babies sia. i'm gonna have lots and lots of babies when i grow up! hehe. esp if he's my husband. becos he also loves kids! hehe. i also love kids la. soooo cute.. :D hmmz. then play com and watch tv and stuff till now lorh. actually kinda sian also. then reading books also. haha. what i would normally do la. what a guai person would do! i mean read books la. haha. not play com and watch tv. hehe.
k la. i want to go read my book lerh. tatax.. _i'm in love with love Monday, June 14, 2004
slept for 14hours last night. haha. just becos of some stupid nice nice dream. haha! but i don't even rmb what it was about lorh.. hehs. actually in the morning i was woken up by samantha cos she called me. then after that i tell her i call back later cos my phone no more batt lerh. as in the house cordless phone. but in the end i fell back asleep. i never even eat my breakfast lorh! haha. after derno how many hours later, i woke up again. that was like 1.30 la. she called at 11+ i think. haha. was super tired lorh. and cos of the dream la! which i don't even rmb! but it was a nice dream since it has the saints who went for the conference in it. and of cos it had HIM la. wah seh. now i miss him even more lorh. blehh. -sighh- what to do? i can't control my dreams also what..
oh ya. yesterday i asked cornelius if jeffrey went for meeting on saturday. he said yes lorh. wah lau. now it's 2 agaisnt one leh. who to believe? and some more cornelius is jeffrey's kinda close fren. he also got no reason to lie to me one what. if he was supposed to lie to me, he would have said no right. what for say yes. stupid lorh. anyway. he bluff me until got so many loopholes one. 1. a few minutes before the gate closed, i saw him outside at the departure gate there. haven't even gone in. going up to the viewing gallary. 2. i saw the plane fly off. then to make sure he was really on the plane, i called his hp. and it was on. what rubbish. 3. he smsed me when he was supposed to be in thailand. tell me what rubbish m1 got free auto roaming for hi cards. and last year at the december conference, i smsed him but he didn't reply. when come back to singapore, he tell me say he can receive sms but cannot send. and it's the same number that time and now. 4. if he's supposed to be in thailand, what for he go for meeting on saturday? he not scared i see him meh? blehh. this is all so stupid lorh. can't believe i knew all this yet i still believed him. i chose to believe him. i'm so angry with myself for being so stupid and so gullible. but i'm not angry with him. i'll never let myself be angry with him. never.. k la. i'm sorta tired. again. my eyes very sleepy! haha. can't believe i'm such a pig. sleep so long liao still want to sleep again. haha.. _i'm in love with love Sunday, June 13, 2004
blehh. last night talk to samantha on the phone until super late sia. haha. 2.15am. then i slept at 3am. then actually in the morning, i was woken up by samantha's sms. then i fell back asleep. suppose to go her church at 11am. then in the end i woke up at 10.45am. haha. but in the end, i still went la. hmmz. [erhemx] looks [erhemx]. haha. i can't say la. later she angry. haha.. after that we went to white sands. ate at delifrance. very nice!!! haha. after that we went to play arcade lorh. yupp. then came my house. until now lorh. and horh. that samantha arh. so pampered sia! i walk all the way home then she half way go take bus. still got a very short distance left only lorh. haha. lazy!! haha. xp
hmmz. i'm tired. i'm hungry. blahh. i derno la. haha. -sobsobs- i miss him so so much! wah lau. miss him like siao. i wish that i cleared everything up earlier. maybe more chances? -sighh- now i think no chance at all lerh. suan lerh la. don't talk about him liao. later i cry again. haha! k la. don't blog anymore lerh. quite sian. haha. bubbuaix.. _i'm in love with love celestine` cheryl` church` dhuha` eryn` farzana` genevieve` glynis` gourie` hannah` hester` jeremy` jiesi` joy` keyi` kirstie` lap kuan` melodie` m.e.n.d` monk8yz` nadiah` nelson` ngan ching` niners` pauline` peiwen` raihan` ruth` samantha kho` samantha teo` shili` stringe` sze ying` tasia` valarie` vivien` weeling` wendy` yi xiu` yvonne` zhu'en` 050608` 
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